tears of raya

Thursday, September 17, 2009 / Comments (5) / by Skinny Yash

Aku tengah melayan oh.bulan. Biasalah dikala bosan. And terbaca one of the entry pasal fasha sandha ratu air mata. And i tak tau pulak Aznil have this one segment called Tangkap Leleh, which is artis tu kena keluarkan air mata. And you know what, within a second fasha sandha dah pon mengalirkan airmata. hmm. I dont really adore her. But i know what she's been thinking while trying to take out the tears. So do i. Aku pon ratu air mata. he he he.

I can cry within a second. Ape tah lagi kalau orang menengking atau pon mengatakan sesuatu yang terasa sampai ke lubuk jiwa. Memang banjir la. Some people are easy to cry. And some not. It depends what's in their mind. And in Aznil segment, they called up 2 voluteers. One cried. And the other is hardly make a tears. But when they open a Raya song tak ingat tajuk ape..tapi cmni...

"ayah dan ibu......" ha..tu je aku ingat..and he started to cry. So do i! And at this moment, i sangat berat untuk beraya jauh dari family. But what to do. This year, going back to hubby hometown. And this is the first time me beraya without my family. hu hu hu. Sedih. Serious sedih wei! That's why, i told my hubby.

"i tak suka dengar lagu raya" he dont asked me why. I dont know wether he know why or not. But deep inside, i just dont want to spoil other people mood. Biarlah diorang je yang nak raya sakan. Let them be happy. Me? As long as my hubby by my side, i think it's still fine with me. There was a time when we whole family used to balik kampung. Every year! Without missed! But, when Tok Wan died 10 years ago. It changed. Anyway, this year or might be next year will be a chage. So, nothing to worry about.



MissSilent Says: rasa2 macamana beraya dikampung orang ek?

5 Pengkomen:

arezura @ September 17, 2009 at 8:09 PM

Best Yash!! Tis is ur 1st time right, enjoy it!! Makbapak metua pun dh mcm mak bapak sndri kn!!

Sure nnt ilang rs sedih tu..

Ain Bubuk @ September 17, 2009 at 11:11 PM

yash. boleh x i bergenang baca ni. this year will be my last year celebrating syawal with mak abah and the rest. if anas x jd bwk i gi jauh nxt yr dpt lah beraya lagi. takutnya..sedihnya..risaunya...ermm xpe life goes on...i miss u! ;p

yam^Artfingers^ @ September 18, 2009 at 9:07 AM

yash...b strong..still have hp to call your family aite...and u still in malaysia..worry not. be happy.

and...selamat hari raya weh....
maaf la segala salah silap, keterlanjuran perkataan, termakan makanan ko, tergeramkan hatiko ketika hen party ke...MINTAK AMPUNNNNN!

mwah mwah!

ella @ September 18, 2009 at 9:34 AM

tatau nak ckp ape.. tp pengorbanan seorg isteri tu, pahala besor tu.

selamat hari raye beb!

tembun @ September 24, 2009 at 3:02 PM

yash
i dah bergenang ni
:(
hahhahahha
ish tak moh la pk2

tu lah risiko pompuan/istri ni
lagi2 kena lak raya
balik ikot somi
hadeh....

papepon
hope u enjoy raya ni tau
pengantin baru kan.........
smile:)

take care...