Mendung tak bererti hujan

Sunday, November 24, 2013 / Comments (0) / by Skinny Yash

Langit tak selalu cerah.

IUI kali kedua officially gagal. How am i feeling right now? Hmm...as expected. Sesungguhnya dah bersedia dengan result tu. So, dont worry. I'm okay. Lebih banyak yang bertanya, lebih sedih. So berhenti bertanya.

Kenapa gagal? Tiada rezeki buat masa ini agaknya. Semua kerja Tuhan. Kita hanya mampu berusaha. Doctor suggested that I should take a rest this cycle and repeat again the next coming cycle.

People said that I'm just thinking too much of it. Kau duduk dalam kasut aku, then kau tahu apa yang kau cakap tu betul ke tak. To be frank, the first 3 years we dont really trying. We both are freaking workaholics! I myself worked very hard. The stress? Tak payah cakapla. Busy nak mampos! So, I decided to stop working and follow my husband to Japan.

Yang pastinya, Japan pon tak boleh nak mencuba sangat with Hubs busy working time. Pagi pukul 7 dah pegi kerja. Malam pukul 12 baru balik. Weekend kadang-kadang kerja. Stress tak?

Back to KL for good pon stress. Diam tak diam, it's been almost 2years plus I stayed with PIL. Kadang-kadang the problem it's not them, but us. I myself still waiting and hoping that my life changed next year. In every aspects.

InsyaAllah.

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